Shortage Of a friend

Shortage of a Friend -

my feet wet ,I walked on the dry soil

fresh and cold ,sunlight ,air pushing me 

come on lets go ,its time to expand something 

I mean the knowledge ,I miss burning morning oil

I fear looking at books ,they are so white 

my eyes ,my future not so bright ,I think every night 

At this time ,good times are to end ,

All I needed was a frozen,young,real friend 

See friends today I am not in shape to write a story 

day by day ,I have gone weak ,like a stick ,

I tell you ,There is no summary ,only worry 

descending quality of water and friend ,babes I am thinking of a trick 

I always think ,we are slaves ,

we are not free ,we live in dark caves 

books force us to think what others thought 

come on dudes ,Its time to quit what others taught 

see curious readers ,I promised you 

writing ,fighting ,thinking ,making and again writing 

about my shortage of a friend ,I am now in confused zoo 

shoo is the only word ,My ears went through 

sorry comes next ,I say its too late ,wrong timing 

I am so confused ,I had the guts to confess

good humans come near me,

you and I will live together and make no mess 

nobody trusts me ,not even me ,

I am still a kid ,people tell me ,

I am still learning A, B, C ,D and E

I should end now all this 

I bore all of you so much ,like a pest 

by the way ,thank you for showing your interest 

we will soon meet again ,hope I had a real friend 

I will continue bugging you all ,Its going to never end 

hey wait,it was not a good line to end ,I am sad 

Knowledge and friends should be open source ,I support it 

My heart says ,you have again won ,You are not bad 

I laugh when people can obtain me ,use me ,and recycle me ,makes me feel glad ,

Its always been the best day of my life ,I desire  to be a disease ,this line dont omit 

my transmisson will be slow ,and bit by bit